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#262660 - 07/26/07 01:01 PM
Questions for Holly Randall
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Registered: 05/31/03
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I have a question for her, and you all may have them for her to. I'll prob have more later but now she can. Holly, what is your favorite scene that you shot? (other than your own prom night)
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#262662 - 07/26/07 04:54 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/22/06
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Loc: 2004 - the glory days
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Has staying sober gotten any easier, Miss Holly?
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#262663 - 07/26/07 09:59 PM
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Registered: 05/06/05
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Has staying sober gotten any easier, Miss Holly?
Absolutely. I will have six months of sobriety under my belt next Thursday, and I never have urges or cravings at all. In fact, whenever I encounter a situation where I could drink, the fucking hell I was living in before immediately flashes through my mind, and the thought of ingesting even the smallest amount of booze is physically repugnant. Combine that "gag reflex" with the fact that I'm happier, healthier, and look better than I ever have, and there's no way I'm going back where I was. My friends and family have told me I'm a totally different person now, and when I look in the mirror, I no longer hate what I see. I look forward to a bright and happy future, and every day I'm thankful of where I am today.
But, that being said, I'm also a little afraid. I'm afraid of slipping, and that's not because I've ever felt like I was close to it, but because over these last 6 months I've seen a lot of friends relapse, and it terrifies me. I've been told that the fear I have is healthy, because it keeps me straight and reminds me of how dangerous the disease of alcoholism is, but it sucks knowing that I am only one drink away from total disaster. The problem is, if I take that first drink, I have no idea what will happen after that. It's a little crazy knowing that I can have a totally rational mind, but pour in a little liquor, and I become a totally different person. I don't want to be Hyde ever again.
OK back to topic, another favorite scene of mine is the Melissa Lauren/Hillary Scott scene. And the Ander Page and Joey Ray scene, only because she makes him eat his own cum. 
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#262665 - 07/27/07 12:53 AM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/28/04
Posts: 4450
Loc: The Planet Houston
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OK back to topic, another favorite scene of mine is the Melissa Lauren/Hillary Scott scene.
Hillary Scott is amazing. and I Love me some Melissa Lauren.
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And the Ander Page and Joey Ray scene, only because she makes him eat his own cum.
ok, ewww.
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#262667 - 07/27/07 05:00 AM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 01/02/05
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...with the fact that I'm happier, healthier, and look better than I ever have, and there's no way I'm going back where I was.
Da....she does look amazing, especially wearing see through dresses in her color, Yellow. 
But as someone who has seen many others fight through substance issues of one type or another, with varying degrees of success or failure, the first 6 months are usually the easiest anyway, simply because the human ability to remember pain and ill feelings is limited, and diminishes over time. But everyone is different, and I would suggest that Holly's keen intelligence is her most valuable asset in staying as sober as she wants to be...and I say it that way because that is what it boils down to, do you WANT to be sober or not...she seems more able than others to both remember her pain and to want a different future.
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#262669 - 07/27/07 07:25 AM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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but because over these last 6 months I've seen a lot of friends relapse, and it terrifies me.
I hope this question isn't misinterpreted because I'm genuinely curious but is there possibly a common denominator between you and your friends? Is there a reason why you and they would have this affliction but other friends and/or acquaintances would not? Are there genetic predispositions?
Yes, I think there are genetic predispositions, combined with environmental factors. My friends that I partied with in high school and college don't have this problem, and back then they would drink just as much as me or more. They outgrew it, but I never did-- I just got worse. That always confused me until I was finally forced to accept that I was an alcoholic and different from them. Then I could finally take the necessary steps to pull myself together and put my life back together.
And Burg, I think it depends on who you are talking about-- for some people early sobriety is much harder than having time. This is what scares me: I don't want to have several years sober and forget where I came from, decide then that I'm "over" my drinking problem, and I'm sure I can handle "just one". It would be nice if that could be the case, but I seriously doubt it, and I really don't want to find out. I wish there was a quick fix, but I think it's a lifelong decision I have to stick by, and I really hope that I do.
Thanks everyone for your well wishes, I really appreciate it. Everyone here (well mostly everyone, LOL) was so supportive when I was in rehab, which I really didn't expect. It would be so great to be perfect, but this is the demon I have to live with. But, it could be worse-- I could have cancer.
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#262671 - 07/27/07 11:14 AM
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
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What to go out for a drink. 
Sounds like you started without her 
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#262672 - 07/28/07 07:56 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Holly, I think you should be really proud of yourself. You look great.
Now I have a question:
Train "A" leaves Grand Central Station at 9:33 EST traveling westward at 150 MPH;
Airplane "B" leaves LAX at 12:18 PST traveling eastward at 450 MPH;
Windsock "T" totals his car in Canton, OH in the wee hours of the morning traveling in circles at all kinds of speeed;
Who broke Joe Theismann's leg on November 18, 1985?
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#262673 - 07/28/07 08:58 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Registered: 07/09/06
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Holly, I think you should be really proud of yourself. You look great.
Now I have a question:
Train "A" leaves Grand Central Station at 9:33 EST traveling westward at 150 MPH;
Airplane "B" leaves LAX at 12:18 PST traveling eastward at 450 MPH;
Windsock "T" totals his car in Canton, OH in the wee hours of the morning traveling in circles at all kinds of speeed;
Who broke Joe Theismann's leg on November 18, 1985?
L.T.
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#262674 - 07/28/07 09:03 PM
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Damnit, that was meant for Holly. Now I have to think of a new one. Better go get some inspiration.
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#262676 - 07/28/07 10:26 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/28/06
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...everyone is different, and I would suggest that Holly's keen intelligence is her most valuable asset in staying as sober as she wants to be...
I think you're probably absolutely right.
Holly - I'm really proud of you. The last few times I've seen you, you've looked just amazingly great.
I will miss the days of you flashing at second-rate awards shows. :sigh:
But nonetheless, I'm happy for you. 
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#262678 - 07/28/07 11:10 PM
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That's why God invented the Camera of Death.
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#262679 - 08/05/07 09:17 AM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Registered: 05/31/03
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Now that you're sober... whats the quickest way for someone to get you naked?
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#262680 - 08/08/07 07:36 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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Have you been sneak drinking, Holly? Be careful...Mine eyes see so much.
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#262682 - 08/08/07 08:05 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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Have you been sneak drinking, Holly? Be careful...Mine eyes see so much.
Get an enema pal....you are so full of shit
Get legs.
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#262684 - 08/08/07 09:26 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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I thought this forum is about fun and games. Don't take things so seriously dude. Everyone's got problems, and I don't think anything is out of bounds of a little salutary humor.
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#262685 - 08/08/07 09:38 PM
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#262687 - 08/08/07 09:56 PM
Re: Questions for Holly Randall
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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Have you been sneak drinking, Holly? Be careful...Mine eyes see so much.
I thought you were an idiot even before this post. Now you've removed all doubt.
As I said, we all have our problems...
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#262689 - 08/08/07 10:55 PM
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Have you been sneak drinking, Holly? Be careful...Mine eyes see so much.
Queerbot?....more like Lukebot 
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