Lurid i validate you. Otherwise no one would read what you post. I love the fact i actually anger you with saying very little then you do me spewing a lot of hate of you own projections, you should really look into new age breathing classes, they could and should help. I have to admit , im strangely attracted to you and i'm getting the same vibe from your end. I have only had a sexual relationship with one other man before and we all know who that was. it didn't end very well, but as the saying goes once you get knocked off the horse you have to pick yourself back up again and get on a horse or something. Well you know what i mean. We can start the courtship slowly and if things progress well maybe we could both hire out gen padova's room to seal the deal for an hour or two. I find watching brandon irons movies help the process , what about you (monkey tries to find common ground with lurid on this question as if they can find something in common it makes for a great start in a promising relationship)