i actually had a sort of porn dream, or at least xxxporntalk dream, like last week or so. not like it had anything to do with porn, or this forum, but it could not have played out as it did without my coming to this forum.

it had the luke ford and ms. randall in it. well, mr. ford never actually appeared, but he was a major factor. the entire dream revolved around me trying to prepare for a, like, date with him. ms. randall was, for whatever reason helping me to prepare. i vividly remember feeling great fondness and affection for her in the dream. she was all compassion, motherly- very much the way many of you numbnuts like to idealize her. she took me to a small shop run by this old woman. it was just a very small living room in the woman's house. i tried to stand clear while they talked about me, but the room was so small, it was impossible to pretend not to hear. i felt very bashful and like a small child. as the dream went on it became clearer that it wasn't a date i was meeting mr. ford for, but more like an interview, a test of some kind. and ms. randall was so nice to me, even though she knew as well as i did i was going to fail. weird.