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This is so weird because I had a dream that I worked at the Bunny Ranch last night. All the girls had to wear doorman-like outfits, with the burgundy hat and coat and everything. I was really uncomfortable and I hated my job... They had some kind of orientation party, and I had to walk through with my stupid doorman outfit and seamed stockings and heels. Eddie Murphy was there, and he booked me for a session, but I couldn't do it and I bolted before the appointed time. I woke up feeling really terrible-- it was a very creepy dream. It's still haunting me right now.



Nice dream. Thanks for sharing. I really enjoy hearing about other people's dreams.

A good independent escort (=not working for an agency or a pimp) has a high degree of responsibility and needs to constantly make her own decisions.

There is something decadent about the idea of working at a brothel, where one can just lazily give up all responsibilities and become somebody else's commodity, pretty much like cattle; ready and available for whoever comes through the door. No thinking required, just do what you re told. Be a sex object. Of course, the longer one stays in that situation, the more one gets used to the lazy comforts, the harder it becomes to find the confidence to envision independence... at some point fear sets in, fear of being replaced by other girls, fear of the day one will be too old, fear of the world that once was somewhere outside those walls.