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Thank you for your prayers. Mine don't seem to help.


This morning, as I was dressing for Church, the feeling came over me again. I struggled and fought, but in the end, the urge was too powerful. My clothes were soon off and Raquel y Hector was in the DVD player. Again. I never made it to Lamb of God this morning.


Afterwards, I felt so awful, I thought I might catch a service on one of the Christian channels on the Click! network (our local cable company.) But after five minutes watching 3ABN, the pastor's words seemed to pass right by me, and soon, I went back for more. I couldn't help myself. Hector is such a buff, burly burro that his lure is irresistable and I forget myself, my faith and my God.


Won't somebody please help me with some advice. I feel so helpless.

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