Holly, I agree that there should be some kind of old porners benevolent fund and have said so for a while here.

The initial post wasn't intended to generate criticism for you or Suze either, but if you feel you've been slammed here, then I think you're wrong. I think most people would applaud the idea of giving anyone in trouble a helping hand, even if they didn't want to admit it publicly on the forum.

The point was that Cytherea went from being at the top of the biz to rock bottom, unsupported by anyone because of her own personal demons. And unfortunately, there's a certain amount of irony there that nasty [sorry, "nasy"] bastards like us enjoy. But I wish her well and look forward to the day when she admits that she was pissing and not squirting all along.......