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you don't have just "mild" bipolar disorder if you can call it bipolar disorder. "mild" bipolarity is cyclothymia. you don't have that. "milder" bipolar disorder is bipolar II. you don't have that given your signifigant episodes of mania. not mild hypomania, but whackjob-mania.

if you've already had problems abusing anti-anxiolytics, you shouldn't be on a benzo, let alone xanax.

once a benzo abuser, always a benzo abuser. you'll just keep taking too much every time you stop taking your lithium or depakote or whatever you SHOULD be taking. vicious-cycle, no?

go take some seroquel or something.

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xanax isn't a primary or even secondary treatment for bipolar disorder. i'm not bipolar and i think it's a great deal of fun, as does hailey young. you still take it hailey? i bet somedays you just haaaave to take a little extra to take the edge off things, don't you hailey? be honest, we know.

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I never said xanex was for bi polar, i said i was on meds for it and i stopped and started taking xanex not knowing and yeah i got carried away, but dude, u fucking get anxiety with bipolar sometimes and need something for that, i now take them only when i need them, this is what i wanted to come clean about but explaining to u is a waste of time, so think what u want

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yes what i have is cyclothemia, i was on depakote for 2 years and it made me like a zombie so i stopped taking it, after i tried several other meds and doctors and nothing worked and i got stressed and said fuck it, and that is where i fucked up. I am actually going to a regular doctor now and trying to find the right meds for me, so until then I am who i am and no i dont take xanex everyday, i just want everyone to know why I am being so open bc I dont feel I should be looked upon like i have been bc like i said i have made mistakes and at least i learned from mine, how many other porn girls do that u know of??? I dont go out to parties to much theses days, I rather sit home and read a book while i am not working, so im more relaxed rather than dealing with drama. this is why i wanted to post and try to make nice and make u all understand what I have been going thru and if u still dont then oh well. I tried. But I am very happy in my life right now.
again hope all is well with everyone else here, i feel like i just let out to much info but i am tired of the lies so thedre is the truth.

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