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Apparently the cutting predates porn to her pregrancy at 16:
I'm 17 and 27 weeks pregnant. The father is my boyfriend, although we weren't together at the time of conception. [Huh?] We are having a baby boy named [XXXXXXXXX] and are very excited.
But I feel like I've had the toughest pregnancy ever. I've become very depressed. I was actually cutting my wrists for awhile. Something I have never done. I did stop, but the scars are still there. I cry everyday and it's getting to the point where I can't take this anymore. Next week I'll be in my third trimester. I haven't been able to handle the second, how am I going to handle the third?
I love talking to people who are going thru this, have gone thru this, etc. My moodswings are unbearable even to myself. Which is how bad they are. If anyone would like to talk to me, my AIM is [xxxxxxxxxx], and email is [xxxxxxxxx]@alltel.net. You can find out more about me on my website at http://cocoa-bang.com, or my livejournal http://livejournal.com/oo_biing_oo.
I will probably be posting here a lot, so I will see you around! <33
It's comforting to know that the image of the porn industry as preying on innocent, depressed, unwed teenage-mothers with a history of self-mortification and a predisposition to genetic diseases can have a new paradigmatic example every couple of years.
Someone nominate her for one of those bullshit awards (before the suicide).
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You're all still alive?