they say you read this forum, mr. lockwood. if this is true, read this: let it go.

what do you think is to be gained by responding to any of the things written about you? i have read your semi-literate tirades, and, though you actually make some good points, they seem to escape your grasp once the writing is done. chief among them is this- HATERS. you make it a point to call everyone who criticizes you a HATER. while i obviously cannot comment on the claims of everyone you have ever labelled a HATER, it is very true that the diligent work done on this website to get under your skin is the work of these HATERS. people who don't participate in anything relating to your world at all who whip themselves into a frenzy trying to tear down, slander, and otherwise irritate people doing all those things they can't stop talking about. that is the actual definition of a HATER. is this what you needed to hear? that they really is HATERS? well, you're right.

so, let it go. i HATE to say don't sink to their level, but, well, i won't. you can't sink to their level. their levels and yours are entirely unrelated. you'd have to take a train or something to get to their level. you can't win a fight with them, simply because they can't lose. there's so many reasons why, but let's just pick one. if you respond, they obviously win. if you ignore them, they'll just talk anyway. it doesn't matter. even if they tire of talking about you, they'll just move on to someone else who will hopefully engage in their game. i mean, jesus, like five people on here have you as an avatar, waving a buttplug. do you honestly need to prove something to them? forget it, kurt. it's chinatown.

and, if it makes you feel any better, you're not gay. being a gay man means you have sex with other men. you kiss them and want to make a home with them. not that you like chicks to stick they fingers up your butt. hows that for you? all better? and even if you were gay, grown-ups, as a rule, don't give a shit about that sort of thing.