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If I am to believe in anything, i will choose to believe in the future. It is a much better alternative... especially with so many in this world now days believing in NO future. All of the apocalyptic bullshit fed to us by the religious types... i mean 50% of Americans believe that Jesus is returning to earth soon and it will be the end of the world... and they hope for that. To me THAT is sad.





Alright dude, I'll give you that much. You just need to stop writing endless posts about yourself. It wasn't entertaining when you were Longshot V1 and its not any better as V2. Everyone has their beliefs, trials and tribulations. Spilling it out for everyone to read every second post like an attention whore makes you look vapid.



I really don't much... and only chime in usually when it is relevant to the discussion at hand, or the derailment it has taken. More often than not it is other posters who make whatever thread i post in turn into a discussion about me, I blame their obsession instead.

Truth is, i see myself now as an open book... part of my therapy is breaking down the barriers I had built with the persona's i had taken on as a shield for myself. The incarnation that you had come to know, was created to be unlikeable for the most part... as a defense mechanism. If you encourage people not to like you, you have no need to be anxious over what they think of you. I now know that isn't a healthy thing to do, and only causes more damage, and in the end more anxiety.
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