Hey everyone... I have changed my mind and I'm checking into rehab today-- it's just too hard to do on my own. I will be gone for 30 days, and when I return I will be checking into the outpatient program that I was originally going to start on Monday. I'll be fine-- it's the same place I went last time and I really love the area and the people there. It's a beautiful house right by the beach and we have group sessions in the park and on the beach. The difference this time around is my mindset-- I've finally accepted that I'm an alcoholic and I have to stop drinking, which I hadn't been willing to face when I went the first time. I'm actually almost excited because I'm finally going to get my life together, and come out of this a better person. I do have internet access there so I will be able to still post on this board and recieve all my emails. Thanks everyone for your wonderful support, and I'll see you guys in 30 days!