I told Malice last night as I was talking to him around 9pm and I'll admit my guilty deeds to the rest of you...
... I had dinner last night, and basically had enough of my emotions taking over, crying crying crying, all that petty bullshit so I got myself drunk. Second time every in my life too. Aren't you guys proud of me?
Well I shouldn't be drinking alcohol but I had to that one time so I was extremely sane for the time being, and then I get a call from a good friend outside my place demanding that I show up tot his meeting.
I'm thinking, uh, i'm drunk and look like shit and can't go. GO AWAY!!! I'm dragged out the house and taken to the studio around the corner for the remaining 45min of the meeting.
It was very disorganized...everyone talking over each other. It was so darn loud, i was dizzy and trying to focus. Thankfully no one noticed me a little out of it. LOL but Mr. Marcus came up to me and said "gen gen how are you? im glad you could show up for a little, we need you next time cuz we need the medically educated people to help us out in understanding blah blah blha" after that I dont remember anything he said.
I talked to a very few and went my merry way home. It was a good start fromw hat I saw but damn it, i'd get a microphone or some organization. I would have never let any of those people get out of hand like that. Especially when there's someone drunk in the room, PSH. j/k
I know it was the wrong time and wrong place to be drunk and thankfully I can make it appear that I never touched a thing but it was a struggle and I apologize toa nyone who thought it was disrespectful.
All in all everything was taken seriously and will do my best to show upto the next meetings to help out and i'll make sure to not drink when I shouldn't. Let alone allow myself to get pulled out of my home LMAO
XOXO