i really done it to myself this time. i might not be getting oral sex for a while. last night i was gettin it, and i got carried away, like i do from time to time. but instead of doing the old, "oops i rammed it too far in and gagged you/possibly made you throws up", i fully spit in my girlfriends face. she finished the oral sex, but i could tell i had fucked up. she was not happy, and not in a way that made it more sexy, either. i don't think i'm going to get it sucked for a while. she's a bit of a feminist, actually, and spitting is no good. i think she can rationalize the gagging, maybe tell herself it's a accident, even though she really knows better. this was a spit. it was totally on purpose. i even held her face. i am so busted. i watch too much porn. i thought she would be into it. i thought she would like it. you know, the way they do. giving up control, or whatever. they like to be degraded. like how it's liberating to be spit on. porn.

PORN!