Gen...

I don't think that ANY of those things I said, and that I still stand by, mean any of these girls, including YOU, are 'worthless'.

People can change.

Some girls can change before the age of 36.

In fact, after this horrible incident, I think you'll see alot of that.

My main complaint here on this board, has been aimed at the 'wishful thinkers' who believed, and who challenged me, that something like the Epidemic we are now witnessing...

...could not happen.

Going into an industry where a porn guy gets tested on day one, flys to Brazil on day two, gets HIV on day three-

-and then has 29 days to transmit it back to the rest of the porn world-

-this is NOT intelligent.

PERFORMING under the circumstances where this could happen, that is a 29 DAY GAP...is NOT an intelligent decision.

People that make bad decisions, based on bad intelligence, are not bad people.

They're simply people who make bad decisions.

I stand firmly by all those things I've said.

What I would like to see now, is intelligent people like YOU calling for change.

Girls who want to be porn stars have problems.

They need guidance.

People who have been in this business knew this could happen, yet did not emphasize it to the talent that recently graduated from high school.

So, who is the demon here?

I, who has been screaming for a change in the system to protect these girls, and guys, who have made life altering decisions...

...or those who knew better?

Just because porn girls have terrible issues, does not mean they should pay for them with their lives.

My psychological profile stands.

What will not stand, however, is the opinions of those who should have known better.

I can forgive the most wayward girl.

Even if she is completely off the mark, and out of touch with reality.

What's really hard to forgive is those who knew better, and yet, did nothing.

Did you know better, Gen?

I think you did.

Yet, you continually told me I was wrong.

It's up to you now to change this.

Stop bitching at me, and start changing the system.

It failed.

What a shame it is, that after all these debates...

...people will have to pay for these mistakes...

...with their lives.

It could have been prevented.

Shall I resurrect all my posts about the dangers of a flawed system, that endangers lives of performers?

I think not.

Why?

Well, because you read all those.

And you told me I was wrong.

Can you tell the parents of Lara Roxx that you did all you could? Can you tell the parents of Darren James that you did all you could? Can you?

Wayward, fucked up in the head, yes, maybe they are.

I tell the Truth.

They probably are.

However, I did my level best to scream at the top of my lungs that this would happen.

You laughed at me.

Let's see what you tell CNN now.

The Outsider