Welcome back.. missed ya

Thanks but you guys do well with or without me.

its still nice...

DJ was asked how you were doin today.

who the fuck is DJ, douchebag?

DJ from Evolution Erotica? I miss that man but everytime I call him, his phone is disconnected LOL or does he have a new number?

Well LURID... DJ is certainly not you. That's about as much as I can give ya.

Thanks, Freddy.

yes DJ from "Evolution"... they are moving offices this week up to chatsworth but if you call the "old" number, you know, the north hollywood office...like tomorrow... he will be there.

Oh wow right on, thats awesome they're gonna be closer (to me anyhow) I always hated the drive to their offices. Is Extreme moving too or are they staying?

yeah, they are moving too...

Ok, I thought he was talking about Darren James and thought he was being crass. I love how Rob always uses the board to hold conversations with other porn stars like nobody else is reading the posts. Cheaper than a phone call I guess.

i gotta save my minutes... and lord knows a PM would just take too much fuckin effort for my lazy ass.

but hey, while im at it.... btw, gen... saw our scene in TMS4 the otherday

OH geez... I never thought how DJ could have relation to Darren. Good call Lurid.

How exciting, how did the scene turn out?! I still haven't seen the third one I did, haha.

this is getting surreal

i didnt think about that either though....

but it wasnt bad.... considering it was incredibly goofy with me in the unibomber costume...

my favorite part about the whole disc is that its my ass on the boxcover with britney.

you like Britney Spears? Lil' Kim could kick her ass.

britney madison.... id fuck lil kim though

but it wasnt bad.... considering it was incredibly goofy with me in the unibomber costume...

...wait till you see the scene I did with her...I tried to make it so retarted the viewer would be regrettably forced to turn it off......me thinks we succeeded!

Gen,
Are you back in the biz or are you still fighting cancer?
You are probably addicted to porn and have the need for cash and cock.

Im still fighting cancer. In the last month it's been gruesome and painful for me but this last week and a half my body has been feeling better. When movign around too much i get nauseas easily and feel sick to my stomach other than that I'm feeling okay. My bones just hurt like a bitch. They feellike they're gonna crack

I'm open to do some small easy scenes for now, since ive got a bit of energy. That's if anything falls my way. It is driving me bananas that I haven't really been on camera since January except for once. I just dont want to get sick like I can very easily. I'm takin' 5000mg of vit. c its good stuff. It helps so far.

The need for cash is always necessary. I got me a good ole over 4 grand medical bill in the mail the other day. I saved myself about 20 grand too but hey it has to be paid and I rather pay that much than 20grand. Thank good I have health ins. Life is a bit of a struggle but its okay.

How did your tax days go? I finally got mine finished. I owe the government about 6 grand after 4 grand of write offs with the adult business and mine combined. It sucks but what can ya do? Crazy crazy world we live in.

Do you have to declare money from porn? Is most of the money you earn cash in hand that you could use to get by without declaring? If you occasionally film in your own house can you claim on bills like electricity etc for business purposes?

I hope that you do more movies soon Gen!!! I'm getting withdrawal symptoms Does sex help you feel better?

most of the work i did in 2003 required me to fill out a tax form along with my model release so I ended up getting tons of 10-99s. W-2 forms too (which is good). I didn't get a whole lot of cash paying jobs but that's okay.

this will be the first year I have to pay a butt load of money to the morons so I guess it will look good in some regard. hah

Hugs for Gen. Hope you get them every day. Would give you my cock too if you need it. My uncle has been fighting throat cancer lately so it has been one of those times. I try to offer my support as much as I can. Hope you are getting better and better.

Still got a boyfriend or did the treatments scare him away? (Hope not but honestly, I can't say that I'd not be scared away)

Thanks... throat cancer just sounds utterly painful. You do so much with your throat and I'm not talking on a pornographic stand point too... drinking, swallowing food, talking, coughing... ouch. I hope he turns out okay.

Boyfriend? Well I've known him for quite some time. We've lived together for two years and about a couple months ago I've pushed myself away from him. We're more so room mates for now.

He's made a complete 360 with his lifes responsibilities of career and bills which is great all the help from me finding a job that suits him rather than working under the table but I didn't get much emotional or physical support from him. It was always "are you okay?" and "whats wrong?" when the obvious is in front of him.

It took him a while to admit he was scared to lose me and all that crap but when I have my moments of wishing I'd just die and get it over with, the pity that comes out of his mouth puts me in great doubt. It's my own insecurity therefore I've pushed away and rather do this on my own like I did before. It's hard but at least this time I know an idea of what to expect.

In the last few years Ive gone through a lot of experiences, learned a lot, changed a lot etc and it seems as though I'm not the relationship type. The desires are always there to have someone but Ive always found myself better off on my own, doing my own thing, not having to worry about someone else and having to wait for them, burden them with my own issues, be able to go anywhere and do whatever I want, things like that. Its that much easier.

Is that wrong?

Nope, you have to be selfish at times but it is always nice to have people around you who care. While I don't know you really, I do care. I'm just like that. Wish I could give you a hug when you need it or something. Like I said, don't know how I'd react if it was that close to me in a girlfriend but I hope I'd at least be respectful.

Its funny, with my uncle I noticed he had been hoarse the last few family events but my dad didn't notice and not sure if anyone else did. Then when he told us he was diagnosed it made sense to me. He got good treatment from very good doctors in NYC. Unfortunately his hospitality wasn't so great at one point with the family he was staying with. Lets just say, everyone has some crazy people in their family. He stayed with em. I think last weekend he had the energy to drive his car so he drove from Palm Springs to LA for some legal stuff on his Woodland Hills home he's selling - prob also drove because he could and it felt good to do it!

Being hoarse is a huge familiarity. I think it's a natural reaction to what the body is dealing with combined with physical and emotional stress. I dont know. But there are a few people who have the same cancer as I do and we all have the same emotional reactions to it towards other people.

Normally I'm extremely laid back and listen a lot... intead I can be very violent and lash out with my moods. It scares me LOL. Ive had many desires to tell anyone who has done wrong to me out of selfishness to fuck off and die even to family. And I know truly I would never say something like that.

Sometimes to be able to run away without caring is a great feeling but in reality would never solve a thing. Due to prolonged cancer and treatments (not all have this) but im missing sufficient amounts of a certain chemical that sets off my central nervous system, it also causes me to get dizzy and lose my balance. its bizarre and thats part of the reason why ive been an emotional roller coaster.

add me to the rest of the loopy pile haha.. inside edition of gen padova, unleashed.

gen, your one of the good ones you know...

im glad to see you back on here, and glad to hear you are feeling stronger again. i just hope you continue to get even better.

Is there a medication you can take to replace that chemical?

Would a good ass fucking help?

yea... beat me and tell me to shape up.

Yea there is a medication... it requires a shot in the spine. And I hate those. I rather die.

That doesn't sound pleasant.

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if only you were feeling good enough for a full scene :P

Be careful when sticking your tongue out at people... you might lose it! Those pink things are fun to chew on. haha

Maybe Gen just needs a good donkey punch.

just don't get anything stuck up my ass cuz Id be afraid to have to pull it out. the possible mess you could create. oh my

Hmmm... and I wanted my cock up there. Gen must be constipated from the treatments.

I don't think it's even considered constipation anymore. Although www.poopsex.com would probably pay a million bucks for what I have coming soon LMAO

certainly would make ass to mouth a chore.

Maybe you should have the plumber install some extra heavy duty pipes, and an extra fart fan. I feel bad for whomever goes into that bathroom after you.

It really isn't that bad but also a bathroom fan helps a lot I just can't get it right though, either loose stools or not loose enough LMAO toomuch info huh

Need an enema? Call Belladonna

well, cause then you can throw in plugs, like for Creampie Milkshakes from Extreme Associates. while talking about how much fun you had shooting the scene. like Gen and I in Toss My Salad 4 from Pure Filth/Legend.