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From: Kurt Lock..

http://www.myspace.com/kurtlockwood
Date: Nov 10 2006 1:13 AM Flag spam/abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: TO MY NUMBER ONE FAN!!
Body: Dear Chickenmaster
That was a remarkable post. Truly. It was like watching a paranoid schizophrenic who has forgotten to take his meds, or in the case of Michael J. Fox "over-medicated," haha. Back and forth, back and forth. You try to say little but you tell me so much. Whoever mentioned I desired a meeting with you face to face? Where did that come from? Just because I call you anonymous, (and I think you are really splitting hairs here when you differentiate our levels of anonymity, they are much greater than I really feel the need to illustrate, or should have to for that matter, it is so obvious) doesn't mean that I actually give a shit enough about you to want to spend actual time of my life meeting you in person. Just like you said, my acknowledgment of your very existence is a "complement" why then a face to face encounter with me would be a fucking Godsend to you following that logic. As far as you "telling it like it is" yes, Oscar Wilde said, "Give a man a mask and he'll tell you the truth," eh, er...Chickenmaster? What a really stupid name, btw. I mean c'mon... is that really the best you could come up? That's pretty thin you have to admit. So if you have no problem "saying it to anyone's face," then let's see yours. Let's see you open your life to anonymous hatred and scrutiny, I'll bet you couldn't handle it for one second and NEVER to the level haters have tried on me. I was trying to be nice about my fetish but okay, how's this, I just don't need to answer to you and what you think about what I do sexually. In my world, in my profession, you don't exist, you don't matter, you don't sign my checks, so why the fuck should I give a shit what the fuck you think about my sexuality? So you're just pissing in the wind. I'm not going to stop and don't you think it's gay that you concern yourself so much with my rectum? What else would you call it when you take such an interest in another man's sexuality? G.A.Y. And all your b.s about one special woman, yadda yadda. My friend, I've been where you are, it's too small a life for me. I've had sex with five women at a time and they were all nymphos all over me! I will take the craziest,most amazing sex I've had over the past five years, over ANY sex you've EVER had. Plus, again this love/hate obsession you have with me continues. You profess this great admiration for this magic sex one woman yet look at what a porn fan you are! The hypocrisy abounds. Self-loathing much there, Chickie?
In this regard, I must stick by my original thesis, I am beyond your perspective. You can't judge me because you will NEVER know what it is like on this side of a thousand women. NEVER. It's like being Caesar, a rockstar, Caligula on acid. You seem to think that every single scene is this ice cold drug fest of hatred. I've had some of the best experiences of my life on camera, certainly some of the most amazing sex. Sex I got paid well for! Sex that people PAY to watch me and fantasize, you will NEVER understand what that is like. You can only jack off to it and dream and in your case, hate, hate, hate, right Chickie?
And as far as reproach goes, yes, I am more open that you perhaps you should change your name to Chickenshit? It's really brave to boast how unafraid you are to say something to someone's face and then not ever show yours or a name with a face? It astounds me how you cannot see the hypocrisy here.
As far as the gun thing goes, well, that's the danger isn't it? I mean haters take the risk of fucking with a mentally un-stable, violence prone, fringe member of an already outlaw profession with people with nothing to lose where even there I am considered a "loose cannon" among loose cannons! And I do own a firearm that if pushed I would not hesitate to pull the trigger repeatedly in defense of myself not that I ever threatened you with it or even brought it up, yet you seem to have the need to keep bringing it up... Are you afraid I will shoot you?
I'm glad you think I'm all right. But why secretly? Why don't you admit that on xpt? Chickenshit? Why this animosity? Where did it all come from?
I think underneath your look-how-big-of-a-dick-I-can-be-because-nobody-knows-its-me exterior is someone I could've been friends with. Maybe not.
But I say what I want when I want just like you. You should at least respect that. If you don't like it, that's your problem. It must be extremely apparent to you that I obviously don't live my life or make my decisions based on any juvenile scorn I receive on the internet from anonymous hatred. At least give me credit of my convictions! Or as Popeye said, "I yam what I yam and that's all that I yam." It's worked for me this far, so I gotta trust my instincts, Chickie! And love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
As far as wit and satire, you just don't get it. I play by my own rules. I have a liberal arts degree, I can allude and make merry metaphor with the best of'em but fuck it. I don't define myself by xpt anonymous roleplaying like you and the other haters, impressing each other with new levels of clever hatred. I have a real life that is very exciting, more exciting anyway then daily neener neener. But as I keep telling you, I'm responding now because for some reason, right now, it gives me pleasure to do so. You haters know more about me than anyone my best fans. It's flattery in a way, a captive audience. What will Lockwood do next? Tune in next week to find out! Btw, further, I think you are all so full of secret jealous hater bullshit that I am completely immune to your attacks but I think we fear the unknown and I've decided that there are really only like ten or twenty of you most vocal Kurt Lockwood haters and I've decided as an experiment to pick your brains. What's funny is that every time any of you get to talk to me for awhile it's "oh wait...he's not the anti-christ after all." Well, no shit, asshole, I'm actually the nicest guy in the room, give ya the shirt off his back, but the damn insecurities in you haters makes the whole "He'll reject me so I better reject him first" insecurity kicks in and before you even give me a chance, it's full-on hatred, which as I said when I began, doesn't mean to say much but actually reveals everything. And don't give me the "I don't give a fuck what you think, Kurt," we both know, that you care very, very, very much what I think, when I'm thinking it, and what am I gonna think up next?
I'm tired. Going to bed. Gotta fuck Luscious Lopez in the morning!
Best,
Kurt Lockwood

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PS. I think I just lost a porn job I wasn't even cast for.]

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That's a bitch, Michelle. I bet you and the strap-on of your choice would've given him a day to remember!

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check out kurt's lyrics from his song "strip". the video is played during his movie "decline of the western civilzation: the porno years"

--"she razzle dazzle/she rock n' roller/she superhero/she holy roller"

i particularly like how he rhymed "roller" with "roller".

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Ozzy rhymes "masses" with "masses", in Sabbath's War Pigs. Then again, he's Ozzy, so he can do damn near anything..... well, except speak correctly....

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check out kurt's lyrics from his song "strip". the video is played during his movie "decline of the western civilzation: the porno years"

--"she razzle dazzle/she rock n' roller/she superhero/she holy roller"

i particularly like how he rhymed "roller" with "roller".

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Ozzy rhymes "masses" with "masses", in Sabbath's War Pigs. Then again, he's Ozzy, so he can do damn near anything..... well, except speak correctly....

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This shit is just too fucking weird. Why is he so freaked out and must make amends with every snag in the interweb? Is he that worried about his number one fan going astray? <lol> This is straight up the confessional of the delusioned. Maybe porn does make your soul rot in hell, the religious right cult might be right on this one.

"Kurt Lockwood: I came out to be a rock star. Didn't quite make it. But porn is a good consolation prize. I still get a lot of pussy."


Reality check has been mailed. CASH IT before that bounces.

The best sex I have had is NOT on camera, its always personal and I don't have to worry about camera angles and whether or not people are BUYING the sex I made. Jesus fucking Christ. What I DO ON CAMERA IS ART AND I TRY TO MAKE IT GOOD, but I sure don't think about the almighty dollar or about my number one fan. Hell no.

This boy has been served his realty check and needs to pay. Thanks for sharing CM. Obviously throwing vomit under an alias in the dark serves him well. Too bad he doesn't have the balls to post here. A-hole Inc needs a lighter/Mag light or the GUIDLING LIGHT.

PS. I think I just lost a porn job I wasn't even cast for. OH WELL. Fuck that shit. Bend over and lube is NOT optional. *quote*

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Kurt Lock..

Oops. I forgot to block someone on myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/kurtlockwood
Date: Nov 10 2006 3:35 PM Flag spam/abuse [ ? ]
Subject: TO MY NUMBER ONE FAN!!
Body: Hey Lover!
I see you wanted my attention badly again, gosh, you are my number one fan! Get jealous, baby? You know, I was gonna call all of my many director friends and company owners and remind that hiring a beast masquerading as a woman like yourself would tank their unit sales and therefore they shouldn't ever hire you but then I remembered how ugly you are and remembered that mother nature had already made those calls unnecessary for me, haha. Good luck with that he-face (not too mention attitude) getting work in this biz, especially at 35, haha, you old hag! You are embarassing yourself in your old age. In this business of a new 18 yo everyday, you're the equivalent of a fart in the wind, an old fart, too. Of course we could always file you away in the Kami "Where Am I Eating Shit for Money Now?" Andrews category where you will fit so well in a few months when you get no work and have to go back hooking. Anyway, I'll be here next year and the year after, and the year after but I doubt you'll be in adult long, man-face. Natural selection, you see. Hey, maybe tranny stuff where you can pretend to be the tranny?
Best,
Kurt Fuckin' Lockwood

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This is my last post folks. Seriously, I can pass into the next life with a smile on my face. I'll see you fucks on the flip side. Adonai!

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From: Kurt Lock..

http://www.myspace.com/kurtlockwood
Date: Nov 10 2006 1:13 AM Flag spam/abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: TO MY NUMBER ONE FAN!!
Body: Dear Chickenmaster
That was a remarkable post. Truly. It was like watching a paranoid schizophrenic who has forgotten to take his meds, or in the case of Michael J. Fox "over-medicated," haha. Back and forth, back and forth. You try to say little but you tell me so much. Whoever mentioned I desired a meeting with you face to face? Where did that come from? Just because I call you anonymous, (and I think you are really splitting hairs here when you differentiate our levels of anonymity, they are much greater than I really feel the need to illustrate, or should have to for that matter, it is so obvious) doesn't mean that I actually give a shit enough about you to want to spend actual time of my life meeting you in person. Just like you said, my acknowledgment of your very existence is a "complement" why then a face to face encounter with me would be a fucking Godsend to you following that logic. As far as you "telling it like it is" yes, Oscar Wilde said, "Give a man a mask and he'll tell you the truth," eh, er...Chickenmaster? What a really stupid name, btw. I mean c'mon... is that really the best you could come up? That's pretty thin you have to admit. So if you have no problem "saying it to anyone's face," then let's see yours. Let's see you open your life to anonymous hatred and scrutiny, I'll bet you couldn't handle it for one second and NEVER to the level haters have tried on me. I was trying to be nice about my fetish but okay, how's this, I just don't need to answer to you and what you think about what I do sexually. In my world, in my profession, you don't exist, you don't matter, you don't sign my checks, so why the fuck should I give a shit what the fuck you think about my sexuality? So you're just pissing in the wind. I'm not going to stop and don't you think it's gay that you concern yourself so much with my rectum? What else would you call it when you take such an interest in another man's sexuality? G.A.Y. And all your b.s about one special woman, yadda yadda. My friend, I've been where you are, it's too small a life for me. I've had sex with five women at a time and they were all nymphos all over me! I will take the craziest,most amazing sex I've had over the past five years, over ANY sex you've EVER had. Plus, again this love/hate obsession you have with me continues. You profess this great admiration for this magic sex one woman yet look at what a porn fan you are! The hypocrisy abounds. Self-loathing much there, Chickie?
In this regard, I must stick by my original thesis, I am beyond your perspective. You can't judge me because you will NEVER know what it is like on this side of a thousand women. NEVER. It's like being Caesar, a rockstar, Caligula on acid. You seem to think that every single scene is this ice cold drug fest of hatred. I've had some of the best experiences of my life on camera, certainly some of the most amazing sex. Sex I got paid well for! Sex that people PAY to watch me and fantasize, you will NEVER understand what that is like. You can only jack off to it and dream and in your case, hate, hate, hate, right Chickie?
And as far as reproach goes, yes, I am more open that you perhaps you should change your name to Chickenshit? It's really brave to boast how unafraid you are to say something to someone's face and then not ever show yours or a name with a face? It astounds me how you cannot see the hypocrisy here.
As far as the gun thing goes, well, that's the danger isn't it? I mean haters take the risk of fucking with a mentally un-stable, violence prone, fringe member of an already outlaw profession with people with nothing to lose where even there I am considered a "loose cannon" among loose cannons! And I do own a firearm that if pushed I would not hesitate to pull the trigger repeatedly in defense of myself not that I ever threatened you with it or even brought it up, yet you seem to have the need to keep bringing it up... Are you afraid I will shoot you?
I'm glad you think I'm all right. But why secretly? Why don't you admit that on xpt? Chickenshit? Why this animosity? Where did it all come from?
I think underneath your look-how-big-of-a-dick-I-can-be-because-nobody-knows-its-me exterior is someone I could've been friends with. Maybe not.
But I say what I want when I want just like you. You should at least respect that. If you don't like it, that's your problem. It must be extremely apparent to you that I obviously don't live my life or make my decisions based on any juvenile scorn I receive on the internet from anonymous hatred. At least give me credit of my convictions! Or as Popeye said, "I yam what I yam and that's all that I yam." It's worked for me this far, so I gotta trust my instincts, Chickie! And love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
As far as wit and satire, you just don't get it. I play by my own rules. I have a liberal arts degree, I can allude and make merry metaphor with the best of'em but fuck it. I don't define myself by xpt anonymous roleplaying like you and the other haters, impressing each other with new levels of clever hatred. I have a real life that is very exciting, more exciting anyway then daily neener neener. But as I keep telling you, I'm responding now because for some reason, right now, it gives me pleasure to do so. You haters know more about me than anyone my best fans. It's flattery in a way, a captive audience. What will Lockwood do next? Tune in next week to find out! Btw, further, I think you are all so full of secret jealous hater bullshit that I am completely immune to your attacks but I think we fear the unknown and I've decided that there are really only like ten or twenty of you most vocal Kurt Lockwood haters and I've decided as an experiment to pick your brains. What's funny is that every time any of you get to talk to me for awhile it's "oh wait...he's not the anti-christ after all." Well, no shit, asshole, I'm actually the nicest guy in the room, give ya the shirt off his back, but the damn insecurities in you haters makes the whole "He'll reject me so I better reject him first" insecurity kicks in and before you even give me a chance, it's full-on hatred, which as I said when I began, doesn't mean to say much but actually reveals everything. And don't give me the "I don't give a fuck what you think, Kurt," we both know, that you care very, very, very much what I think, when I'm thinking it, and what am I gonna think up next?
I'm tired. Going to bed. Gotta fuck Luscious Lopez in the morning!
Best,
Kurt Lockwood

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Holy shit, that nigga is so long winded he could get da burg to give him the wrap it up