That poor boy just wants to be loved so badly.

Still, must be hard to get through life without any real validation if your only worth to society (as you see it) is your ability to maintain an erection and ejaculate when another man tells you that you can.

If Kurt's so happy with his lot, why does he spend so much of his free time trying to justify his existence to people who, frankly, don't care? Is he sufficiently masochistic to enjoy the attention he receives here every time he fires off a rambling missive?

Kurt, look into the mirror and repeat after me: It's going to be all right. I'm an achiever. I can do this. I can face the day and WIN! YEAH!

Now, off you go to make your $100,000 porn movies and prove us all wrong. Because you can make that money back on a hardcore movie, absolutely you can! Yay you!