But before then fuck my mouth until air is denied me, my vomit reflex is triggered, I cry, and the various membranes of my ears and nose and throat produce voluminous fluids, the membranes themselves very confused about what is happening and gots no prtecedent to no how to deal with it. I'm not a fucking fafggot, friends. I just feel I'm at a place where my yearning to understanhd what the hell is going on here dictates I must experience the pornography not as the voyeur but as the passiuve receptacle participant. It';s necessary and I'm pointing out to you that I'm volunteering for this treatment like the uh "whores" and am well aware that it will be mediad and made publuic. Of course I realize I'm not an attractive woman and this will not be an accurate test sample, but there are many things to be learned in many way and avenues must be explored if we sense the hold pathways toward lightning.

not until i see the carnage of your recycling-bin.