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"Jesus take me"

"Jesus, Jesus just take me...
Take me to heaven with you"
I prayed this so many times
"What else do you want me to do?"

I just wanted to end this life
I was so overcome with defeat
I cried out to you in dispair
Tears streaming down my cheeks

I humbled myself before you
Lying on the floor crying
Trying hard to make it happen
But still you kept me from dying

Were you listening to my cries?
It seems all I have done is fail
I know I don't deserve your love
I know I deserve to burn in hell

You felt so far away from me
I wondered if you were still real
I felt if you really loved me
You'd let my broken heart heal

One day I lost all hope of you
And my heart began to turn cold
Then you sent to me a messenger
And your love began to unfold

You pulled me into your loving arms
Telling me to no longer fear
For fear is of the devil
And you have always been near

I am giving all the pain to you
Allowing you to heal my heart
Only you can make me whole again
And give me a brand new start

The pain was there to strengthen me
Because you loved me through it all
I now humble myself before you
And I am ready to answer your call

I love you more everyday Lord
I want to do your perfect will
So use my life as you desire God
Only you I want to fulfill

"Jesus, Jesus just take me...
Take my life and all that I am"
I pray this to you now dear God
I am ready to carry out your plan.

I love you so much God and I want you to work in me and use my life the way you seem fit. Thank you for rescuing me and continuing to heal my pain. I know I drifted away from you and know now that I am forgiven. I am all brand new again! Thank you for your mercy!

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This is so fucked up.