Quote:

---

First of all I don't hate you, and I'm sorry if any of the remarks I made here implied such. And if I ever did, it certainly wouldn't have anything to do with what you wrote about Riley Shy. I hardly ever talk to her anymore. But she's popped out a few titles since she went to Spiegler, and as far as I know she's doing ok. Good for her. I told you then that it made no difference to me, and it still doesn't. As far as your alleged disdain for porn, and all those "whores" who lack any self-respect or dignity; I think everyone here is more than familiar with your pattern of behavior. The "cheap shots" I've taken are, for me, a subconscious effort to slap some sense into you, so you might recover a shred of your own self-respect and dignity.
The fact is I don't really have any strong feelings one way or the other toward anyone on this board.
If I feel anything, it's pity. Not just for you, but for anyone who gets so wrapped up in what gets posted here, that they start viewing it as having real consequence. XPT is the most inconsequential fringe element of the most inconsequential industry, and yet I continually read references to "making waves", "being accepted", and getting in "way over your head". What are the consequences of getting in over my head with h2c Burg? He rants and raves for 4 or 5 more posts until the inevitable denoument of the dreaded ???
Seen it. I'm just completely nonplussed by all the misplaced concern.
I post here because it's occaisionally amusing to read, and it's occaisionally amusing to take my own shots. That's the beginning and end of it, and after that, I just don't give a shit. It's an online porn chat forum.

---

Quote:

---

I don’t hate you and it wasn’t about Riley. Riley is doing fine. I made the attack to bring you to your senses. When it comes to this board, I’m a nihilist. Have2cit always says I’m gay. The people on this board get too worked up over bullshit.

---