I just found out today that im pregnant and although this probably isn't the best place to turn for advice I feel its the most honest as most users have a good understanding of the history of the father of my unborn child. Scott Fayner. Im really torn as to whether i should keep the baby or not, I love fayner but the chances of him still being alive by the time the baby is 5 is unlikely and even if he was im not sure id want that type of influence in my childs life. Ive always wanted a baby, someone I could dump my issues on. God, I haven't told my family or friends because if i do decide to scrabble its brains id prefer they never knew nor have I told fayner (so hes more then likely finding out as he reads this post). What does the board think I should do?
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