What's with the spice references? You a house-husband stuck sniffing the McCormick's for the scent of a woman? Or maybe your time as an under the table cum chugging step-and-fetch-it has left you permanently obsessed with and confused by the combination of the taste of cock and the smell of food.
Or maybe you just got confused when typing and meant to say references to violence always remind you of your time under the yellow stream and latex boot of your mistress?

Either way, fuck you!