I don't know what I've learned really. I've gotten some very disturbing pms and some diabolical tamperings with my electronics. I don't understand any of it. I don't understand any of you. I don't know why I keep coming here. I don't know why I keep drinking. There is a certain kind of silmilar feeling of well being that feels increasingly fraudulent between them. This place is a purgatory and a portal to something greater. I sense this intuitively and with great excitemengt. The coincidences packed together here are alphabetic and make too much sense not to indicate this intuitively or intellectually I suppose.