posting under your former useless id won't remove the fact that you humiliated yourself beyond repair. the only thing you can do is make a bigger mess of your life.
I'd love to hear those messages baldy left for Hailey. I wonder what an agitated cripple sounds like? "I GAVE YOU $700, HAILEY, AND YOU STILL WON"T KISS ME!!!"
did you actually go to Hailey's apartment? does she have an elevator or stairs? if she has stairs did she have to carry you like a baby?