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Fuck You

Fuck you for having me come over and spend the night with you every night when we first started hanging out.

Fuck you for calling me when you were down and saying you needed a hug.

Fuck you for calling me several times on several occasions when you were drunk, horny, and I was convenient.

Fuck you when I took you to see Dylan spin Drum&Bass and leaving me on the dance floor to go dance with some random guy when I was having the best time I had had with you.

Fuck you when you said you didn't know why you did that and the next day say you don't remember.

Fuck you for not hanging out for a long time. Then when we did for 40 minutes, you had to go pick up pills because they were more important to you.

Fuck you for telling me to go home and you would be right over after picking those up. Then calling me 4 fucking hours later after telling me every hour you were walking out the door, wanting to finally hang out.

Fuck you for telling me you had to be single at every business event or function because "That is what you want"

Fuck you when WE were at events. You can go around sticking you tongue in girl's mouths, kiss guys, have Max Hardcore spread your legs for a picture, grab guys junk for pictures or personal satisfaction, but can't even grab my ass or give me smooch. HELL you wouldn't even kiss me when we went to a dark hallway!!!

Fuck you for thinking I don't know the difference between the porno you or the real you. You just couldn't get it in your head that I didn't mind you going around doing the "porno thing" at events. It was the fact you couldn't do the porno thing with ME at anytime. One of the main reason adult industry parties are so fun is getting molested at them. You had in your head I wanted to bond or some shit with you when all I wanted was to have fun and get off now and then.

Fuck you for letting me come over, kiss & hug you and tell me you haven't showered since your scene 5+ hours ago. YUCK! Who the fuck likes to sit in that shit?

Fuck you for wanting to "try and make things work" but only talk to me through text messages or emails.

Fuck you for the constant "I miss u! We need to hang out. Call me!" messages. Then looking around, I see the same message posted on several other pages, and heard from someone you killed as a friend.... you were doing the exact same shit to him you were doing to me.

Fuck you for all of sudden not taking my calls and not returning them. Something you were doing to friends you told me you knew for years back home.

Fuck you for making plans with me 4 times over LA Erotica weekend and flaking each time. Finding out you made plans with someone else 3 of those same times. Flaking on both of us which means you made a set of 3rd plans at the very least.

Fuck you and your rotating excuses why you flake. Because you fell asleep, forgot, had to get pills, depressed, been busy, tired, food posioning.

Fuck you for telling me you want things to work out and there was something that needed to be done to make everything A-OK and not even bother doing it!

Fuck you for constantly apologizing while doing the same shit to me each day.

Fuck you for telling me whatever you think I want to hear to satisfy me for the time, and do the exact opposite of what you said the next day.

Fuck you for getting in Kanan's and Britt's face at my house when we were at the pool because you can't handle your alcohol. Yelling talking shit to them when they were trying to calm you down. Doing the same to the friend YOU brought over when she didn't want you driving ... and me which you were pushing into walls and yelling the most at.

Fuck you for writting a blog about how you just feel so bad and terrible about blowing off all your friends and ignoring them. Then just doing the same shit without any change. What a crock of shit you fake bitch!

Fuck you for being so sedated all the time that you have no fucking clue what you want unless it's within a 10 minute span. Hell last time we hung out, you couldn't even form sentences.

Fuck you for bringing me on this tranquilized relationship that started as friends, turned into something more, then you wanted to go back to being friends..... "for now".

Fuck you for being lame to date and being a worse friend! You have no idea what a friendship is.

Fuck you for giving me shit about "supposedly" having so much hate built up in me. Not believing me. You see all this shit up ^ there? Now multiply that times 13 years and you might get a small understanding of what I go through. This ^ is where all my hate comes from.



Fuck you for making me care for you! Next time you just want to be friends with someone, don't lead them on! I am equally angry and sad. I see you posting the exact same comments everywhere! Just rotating between "Call me...... etc" and "I'm sorry for (insert fuck up of the day here)". Talk about a cookie cutter generic relastionship, you fake bitch! You just don't give a fuck about anyone. You can't even keep a friendship with more than 2 guys at the same time. I don't know how you live with yourself. Oh that's right you don't. Whenever you completly fuck someone over (which is on a daily basis), you pop xanax to make it all go away.





FUCK ME FOR PUTTING UP WITH THIS ENTIRE LIST OF SHIT! I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT AFTER WRITING IT ALL DOWN AND READING IT. SAD PART IS I CAME UP WITH MOST OF THIS IN 10 MINUTES. NO SHIT

This will serve as a reminder to me NEVER to take any bullshit from any woman again. Hopefully she will see this and get a reality check to see how fucked everything was through my eyes and not make the same mistake on the next victim/guy.

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