I am doing fantastic CAOH. Thanks for asking. I've been lucky ehough that most of the porn I've done, it's me that gets treated like dogmeat. Funny enough I'm ok with that. Although today I did get to do a scene with a "dirty doll" that I could pose and use at my leisure. That was nice. I could do whatever I wanted and she wasn't allowed to talk.
As for craving it off camera, of course I do. You have to be a little bit twisted to do this in the first place.