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...One's soulperson may obviously desire such a relationship but reality may have other ideas and I think in these situations it is prefereable to at least have the memories of certain wonderful moments even tho they may be painful but they in the end lead to not only wisdom (which will only be ignored the next time) but also a desire to replicate.


/waiting for you to call me a Dickweed.




I wouldn't call you a dickweed. That's silly because we are juast calmly discuswsing this, and you aren't taking cretinous liberties wqith the exchange like some of the delusional adolescents here. But you do sounde t6hat that faggot therapist I have for seven weeks after my first suicide attempot when I was 15 or 16. He would say that kind of thing and then go "I'm really worried about you" with sex in his voice and my passive victim demeanor had no ability to respond but to stare at the ghastlky pattyerns in the office carpet and pretend it wasn't6 happeninjg. Sometimes I would make mine eyes focus in the dead air three inches in front of my face4 and pretend what I was experiencing was not a corpotreal reality.


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