There is no reasonable explanation for this. It is pathological. I imagine even in this delusional and insular world she had more than a few people telling her it was a bad idea. But clearly it was motivated for, like, dark and compulsive reasons. Like "cutting". I read on Adult DVD "talk" that she was taking a time out from pornography for "emotional exhaustion". Tragic. Laura Palmer is being defiled and slaughter sacrificed all over again.