Slightly off topic, but just to add to this reject's long list of sad attempts toward whoredom:

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hey Ceara,

I lurk on XxxPT, and saw you there, then searched your name to see if you were in the industry, and saw you here.

Maybe you will want to help me out, because I'm a cool dude and I've smoked more pot than any man alive, though I'm taking a break while I use my lungs for weight lifting.

Like a million other guys, I want to do some porn acting, and unfortunately I'm ugly and old, BUT:

- my body is in good shape
- my tool has been called a "money maker" by people who've seen photos and known it personally; but I don't get off on battering cervixes, so I use it with restraint, since I don't want anyone getting hurt.
- my tool has passed the test of performing under pressure, staying up with cameramen in the room (amateur video), changing positions frequently, for the sake of the camera and good content
- I'm sane enough to know that pot and beer are good, and meth is very bad.
- I'm responsible enough to have graduated from Stanford
- I'm well adjusted enough that I get along well with women
- I can't even fake being romantic, I like being single, and porn-acting is the only job I can think of that won't drive me crazy.
- I've been willing to stop pot and beer, and lift weights dedicatedly, to improve my appearance for the sake of acting.

So I think I'd be an asset to the industry. I can do b/g acting in my sleep, but things I can't do are:

- scenes involving more guys than girls
- scenes depicting violence against women

I'm just not too freaky, but freaky enough for a lot of porn I see selling.

I'm visiting California soon, for a Slayer concert and to meet with an initial group of industry people (producers and agents) interested in me (they've seen my amateur video). While I'm there, I want to meet as many industry people as possible who might get me in the door. I'll have AIM results in hand.

Since you know more about the industry than I do (I only read xxxporntalk sporadically, and don't know who's who; I haven't worked in a porn store; and I own only a handful of porn), can you recommend people I should hit up while I'm there? I won't waste my time on top-shelf agencies that have their pic of young, buff, handsome guys; but I bet there are some people who would give me work, since I've seen successful porn with actors much sketchier than I am.

I doubt you're in a position to get me work, but if you can offer any names of people I should call, I'll be grateful and will get you baked if we ever meet.

Thank you.