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Well, Whether one blames Xanax, or Vegas itself or the abusive stepfather Roxy had as a girl who raped her, the life she lived as an escort was anything but glamorous.




Maybe we should blame the insensitive Johns who subsidized her addiction, and paid her to feel like a "dirty, filthy whore"?... Oh wait, that was YOU wasn't it?



You are entitled to your view of things william....while obviously I was a "john", I take issue with being called insensitive, I didnt subsidize her addiction and in fact, often tried to get her help, and I myself didnt pay her to be a "dirty filthy whore"....those were, in fact her words, and it is possible there was a part of her that wanted to be treated like that, maybe even got off on it...how many times do we hear the chicks in Porn today, 18-22 yr olds, claiming they get off on the degradation they receive. We even hear them ask, in their films, "Treat me like a slut, like a filthy dirty fucking whore that I am..."

I am trying to be unhypocritical in my hypocrisy...



Burg, I certainly didn't mean to imply that you were yourself insensitive. That was a poor choice of words on my part, and I appologize. But I did find it comical, and more than a little ironic that, even while you lamented the horrible degradation this woman had to endure in her chosen profession... that still didn't prevent you from paying her for her services. By your own analysis, that just makes you one more factor contributing to her downfall.
You obviously weren't insensitive to her situation, or you never would have felt moved to write about it. The hypocrisy is obvious, but so is your internal conflict over this issue.




Ummm No. What she chooses to do with her money is out of my control. What if I was a stranger (or not) buying her corvette, paying her 10 grand in cash for a car worth MUCH MORE THAN THAT, because she was desperate and needed $$$, and she promptly took the wad of 10k and bought a pile of Cocaine and Xanax and locked herself in a motel room and died three days later? Your logic, and application of my own "moral quandry" is flawed...

I paid her for a lot of things/services, or flat out gave her money, and often times sex was NOT one of them...If I paid her 1000 bucks for her to simply accompany me to a Formal Dinner and then to an after party, where all we did was make out (no sex), and then she blows that money on drugs, wtf have I consciously done to feel guilty about?

There is a guy taking a hott stripper out on a date on her night off in Vegas right now...the guy is not paying for the stripper's time since it is a date the stripper wants to go on, but he will blow 150 bucks on dinner, another 100 on drinks (if he's dumb, afterall its vegas) and then he takes her back to his apartment or room, cuts up a bunch of lines and offers them to her...she snorts, fucks him silly then gran mals before she can pop the Valium or Xanax and croaks while his cum is still dripping out from her pussy. What is he guilty of ....? Answer: plenty but you see my point right?


You have exagerated and misinterpreted my supposed "moral outrage" with porn and my concern for the performers that I have expressed in other threads ... and overlooked my sarcasm and satire which is usually present. This is XPT, a porn board and everything should be taken with a grain of salt. Especially my shit...

I feel bad about this woman's death...I do not feel guilty or responsible anymore than I am responsible for the Iraqis being killed with bullets my money paid for.
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