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Well, Whether one blames Xanax, or Vegas itself or the abusive stepfather Roxy had as a girl who raped her, the life she lived as an escort was anything but glamorous.




Maybe we should blame the insensitive Johns who subsidized her addiction, and paid her to feel like a "dirty, filthy whore"?... Oh wait, that was YOU wasn't it?



You are entitled to your view of things william....while obviously I was a "john", I take issue with being called insensitive, I didnt subsidize her addiction and in fact, often tried to get her help, and I myself didnt pay her to be a "dirty filthy whore"....those were, in fact her words, and it is possible there was a part of her that wanted to be treated like that, maybe even got off on it...how many times do we hear the chicks in Porn today, 18-22 yr olds, claiming they get off on the degradation they receive. We even hear them ask, in their films, "Treat me like a slut, like a filthy dirty fucking whore that I am..."

I am trying to be unhypocritical in my hypocrisy...



Burg, I certainly didn't mean to imply that you were yourself insensitive. That was a poor choice of words on my part, and I appologize. But I did find it comical, and more than a little ironic that, even while you lamented the horrible degradation this woman had to endure in her chosen profession... that still didn't prevent you from paying her for her services. By your own analysis, that just makes you one more factor contributing to her downfall.
You obviously weren't insensitive to her situation, or you never would have felt moved to write about it. The hypocrisy is obvious, but so is your internal conflict over this issue.
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