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Luke, "use the force," "never underestimate the power of the dark side," "help you I can, yesssss, mmmm." I think you need to invite her over to your place, give off the illusion that you've prepared a nice fancy meal that you can order from california pizza kitchen. Have a bottle of chardonnay, tell her you're sorry. Then when she accepts your inferiority, you take her to your bed, have her lie on her back, move her head towards the end of the bed, unzip your pants.......and proceed to skull fuck the shit out of her until the roasted chicken and potato pizza you "made" for her is vomited all over your polar bear rug. While you're doing this, make sure you have the video camera well hidden in the closet Then post the video on your site, with this little graemlin



It bothers me when men talk about women this way amongst eachother. Time and time again I find myself in situations where I'm in a group of males and one of them inevitably starts such vile and hateful talk, and often about their own girlfriends or wives. It makes me uncomfortable and confused and I excuse myself from the group. I think to myself if my Poppa regarded my Momma like this to his friends. Momma and Poppa were in love wiuth eachother, rarely fighted, and often cuddled. But I intuively sense that Poppa did talk about Momma like this. It upsets me because it confuses me as to what is real and reinforces my fear of men brought about by that strange fellow who bought me a Bit o Honey at Krogers when I was a boy and then proceeded to message my kidneys and butt once outside. I think of girlfriends of mine and do their new boyfriends talk about them like this, which enrages me to the point of tears almost. Does that beautiful black haired girl who sings for that rocxk & roll band Effervesence have a boyfriend or husband who regards her like this? This is a problem I have that won't go away. All these sorts of conflicts, that I have noone but you folks to talk about it with. I feel violent often now, though I am reserved and quiet for the most part. But I feel an appeal for murder posssibly.

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Quah.