19072 Members
14 Forums
40359 Topics
614270 Posts
Max Online: 2168 @ 12/09/25 08:14 PM
|
|
|
#171507 - 06/04/06 09:10 AM
I am fucked
|
Porn Jesus
Registered: 01/02/05
Posts: 5750
Loc: ATLANTIC CITY
|
I'm ruined....RUINED! Porn has ruined me....my mind is warped, my morality gone, my character sullied. I cant unsee these things, they stay with me, no matter what i do...I sit on my porch in the morning, as the fresh moist air of the Ukiah Valley wafts through my lungs...I take a deep breath, hoping to expunge the images that haunt my soul and warp my thoughts and make my penis anxious...it does not work. I watch the scenes of nature around me, take in the beauty of the mountains that form the valley, I wonder about a higher power that may have designed all this and been responsible for its placement, and wanted me to focus on things like that for enjoyment, and not Tory Lane gulping down 9 loads, or Kelly Wells shitting cum into a glass for a afternoon constitutional. There is a growth industry to be born, borrowing from Movies like Total Recall and Strange Days. I am going to invest in memory erasing research....I must heal myself and others similarly afflicted. I cannot look at women the same now...I will never ever be married, there is no way I can ask my wife to do the things I now want to do, unless I pay her vast sums of money first. Giving my wife 900-1200 bucks everytime before Sex would be awkward, and expensive. Plus, It would totally defeat the value and purpose of a prenuptual agreement.... Have you ever wished you could just unscrew the top of your head and pour cleanser inside your skull and take a pipecleaner and swish it around?
_________________________
Are you gonna eat that?
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171508 - 06/04/06 09:24 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Chronic Masturbator
Registered: 07/21/05
Posts: 1704
Loc: *quah quah quah quah*
|
I understand. Not completely really because this is such a personal thing. But the confusion, the sense of being set adrift, that notion of "What the Hell is going on here?! Why is this happening? Why does it continue? Why is it business?" etc. is something I think we both share. I can't articulkate it deliberately. I know it is important, but I can't. I got only oblique on my side. This whole situation now the the Federal Government getting involved is really upsetting to me. On the one hand the ones who are rational about the bedrock of expression and the foundations of the society seem sanne, but I feel a great unease ast that attitude. It doesn't seem thought thropugh or engaged by minds. And I also think in a way that why are t5he Federals waiting. My notion is that the reveal of one cumfart drink or one quyack from Aurora Snow to what I imagine is the John and Mary Public in the dark of such things- like, heads will roll, you know? And any kind of due process will quickly crumble to more base social/political relationships like we see in Chimpanzee and Bonobos. That kind of practicality. Furthermore, I've always viewed the recent pornographys as a childlike acting ouit- the brat seeing how far he can push authority, craving authoritative intervention* or the women trying to provoke arcghetypal chivalry in their suicidal one upsm,anshoip of the male, glancing over horizons of aeitgeist poinbsoniungs to the more virtuopus paternal pistonlabors of old...I can't swort through such thought because I am stuck on the4 notiion that truiths are ultimately sensed and not examined. But the avalanching media forces abstraction that once ossified into significance into afternoon delifghts. It doesn't make a workable sense. There's nothing OI can really interject of legitimater relkevance but this--->  "
_________________________
Quah.
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171509 - 06/04/06 09:30 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 582
|
Quote:
I'm ruined....RUINED! Porn has ruined me....my mind is warped, my morality gone, my character sullied. I cant unsee these things, they stay with me, no matter what i do...I sit on my porch in the morning, as the fresh moist air of the Ukiah Valley wafts through my lungs...I take a deep breath, hoping to expunge the images that haunt my soul and warp my thoughts and make my penis anxious...it does not work.
I watch the scenes of nature around me, take in the beauty of the mountains that form the valley, I wonder about a higher power that may have designed all this and been responsible for its placement, and wanted me to focus on things like that for enjoyment, and not Tory Lane gulping down 9 loads, or Kelly Wells shitting cum into a glass for a afternoon constitutional.
There is a growth industry to be born, borrowing from Movies like Total Recall and Strange Days. I am going to invest in memory erasing research....I must heal myself and others similarly afflicted. I cannot look at women the same now...I will never ever be married, there is no way I can ask my wife to do the things I now want to do, unless I pay her vast sums of money first. Giving my wife 900-1200 bucks everytime before Sex would be awkward, and expensive. Plus, It would totally defeat the value and purpose of a prenuptual agreement....
Have you ever wished you could just unscrew the top of your head and pour cleanser inside your skull and take a pipecleaner and swish it around?
Step away from the edge of sanity 'Burg. It's ugly and scary and boring over there. Besides, there are no cute, bubbly 18 yearolds lining up to be soiled and exploited for our masturbatory pleasure over there. Just take a deep breath of that beautiful landscape and then, to steal a theme from "the catcher in the rye", notice that someone has snuck up and written "fuck you" on the horizon. We're all doomed, you can't turn a cucumber back into a pickle, so just go with it. (And stay away from scat, that shit will wake you in the night screaming for your soul!)
_________________________
Ashley Blue is like Debi Diamond. Not much too look at, but one helluva fuck.
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171510 - 06/04/06 10:18 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/20/05
Posts: 9195
|
Quote:
the fresh moist air of the Ukiah Valley wafts through my lungs
Listen, the only wafting going on 'round here is the "aroma of Tacoma" left by some of the shitty threads going on in this here Cage, and elsewhere. Since when did XPT get an infection of bad-poster-itis? Do you losers bother to figure out what this place is about before you vomit your mediocrity on to this message board?
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171515 - 06/04/06 11:43 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Icon
Registered: 02/04/05
Posts: 3499
Loc: The Dirty: 480
|
Broken and Deutch here, Scheißeesser.
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171516 - 06/04/06 11:47 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Icon
Registered: 01/27/06
Posts: 3440
Loc: Jaundice Town
|
shit...it wasnt even that great...here is an American link /slinks back into the crowd
_________________________
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171518 - 06/04/06 05:32 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Icon
Registered: 01/27/06
Posts: 3440
Loc: Jaundice Town
|
that was the original pic... i dont even care anymore...it's all a drag anyway... this scene is dead
_________________________
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171519 - 06/05/06 04:47 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
aka Gen Padova
Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/20/03
Posts: 4517
|
Quote:
I'm ruined....RUINED! Porn has ruined me....my mind is warped, my morality gone, my character sullied. I cant unsee these things, they stay with me, no matter what i do...I sit on my porch in the morning, as the fresh moist air of the Ukiah Valley wafts through my lungs...I take a deep breath, hoping to expunge the images that haunt my soul and warp my thoughts and make my penis anxious...it does not work.
I watch the scenes of nature around me, take in the beauty of the mountains that form the valley, I wonder about a higher power that may have designed all this and been responsible for its placement, and wanted me to focus on things like that for enjoyment, and not Tory Lane gulping down 9 loads, or Kelly Wells shitting cum into a glass for a afternoon constitutional.
There is a growth industry to be born, borrowing from Movies like Total Recall and Strange Days. I am going to invest in memory erasing research....I must heal myself and others similarly afflicted. I cannot look at women the same now...I will never ever be married, there is no way I can ask my wife to do the things I now want to do, unless I pay her vast sums of money first. Giving my wife 900-1200 bucks everytime before Sex would be awkward, and expensive. Plus, It would totally defeat the value and purpose of a prenuptual agreement....
Have you ever wished you could just unscrew the top of your head and pour cleanser inside your skull and take a pipecleaner and swish it around?
I told you so. DUHhHh!!!
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171520 - 06/05/06 04:59 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 582
|
Well 'Burg, I have somehow fallen into the same trench of despair as you today. It all started with "service animals 21" I'd never seen Kara Mynor/Bare in action, only read about her xanax and suicide exploits on here and Luke's site. Untill last night. Now I feel like I've watched the destruction of a friends 15 y.o. sister or some sweet Girl Scout teenager. That girl was way too sweet and innocent looking to have fallen victim to the ravages of the valley and it's meat grinder. But I am wrong. And it seems she was long broken before she ever left Ohio (a drug habit, suicide history and a kid????). Why can't god put a "damaged" stamp on the foreheads of these whores so we can tell the sub-humans from those that are worth caring about? How will I ever look a young, tiny, freckled girl in the eyes again without thinking of her gulping down loads for cash? And to think this dumb cunt said she didn't do it for the money! What, was she in it for the wet-wipes?
_________________________
Ashley Blue is like Debi Diamond. Not much too look at, but one helluva fuck.
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171521 - 06/06/06 03:29 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Gay For Pay
Registered: 02/02/06
Posts: 911
Loc: cobra on my left, leopard on m...
|
I can't say that it doesn't sadden me a little to see people struggling with futility against their own humanity. Unable to appreciate the profound beauty that lies in the absolute surrender of the pretense we call "dignity".... and the unabated joy that lies in the guiltless embrace of those "dark and depraved" urges that dwell in the pit of our reptilian brain. There is no more or less beauty in this, than in the work of Van Gogh, or Newton, or Shakespeare. Show me a "great" man or woman, whose work served a higher purpose... and I'll show you a pawn in service to a civilization that, far from adding to the sum total of happiness in the world, has driven us farther from our nature, and deeper into a misanthropic dystopia... all in the pursuit of longer life, commercialism, consumerism, and "progress" for its own sake. God sees no more refined elegance in the gossamer wings of a butterfly, than in the spiraling segments of a tapeworm, winding with tenacity through its dying host. The mote is in our eye. The difference in our myopic judgement alone. This is beautiful... But this isn't.
_________________________
"We had part of a Slinky - but I straightened it."
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171522 - 06/06/06 09:19 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Fucking Master
Registered: 02/23/05
Posts: 3724
Loc: Paddling my canoe in the wild
|
Aren't you really saying that art is where you find it, be it waterlillies, a soup can or Sierra Sinn's prolapsed rectum? By the way, who is the young lady with the awesome dental hygiene being manhandled by Tory Lane?
_________________________
You're all still alive?
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171523 - 06/06/06 09:48 AM
Re: I am fucked
|
AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 582
|
Quote:
I can't say that it doesn't sadden me a little to see people struggling with futility against their own humanity. Unable to appreciate the profound beauty that lies in the absolute surrender of the pretense we call "dignity".... and the unabated joy that lies in the guiltless embrace of those "dark and depraved" urges that dwell in the pit of our reptilian brain.
There is no more or less beauty in this, than in the work of Van Gogh, or Newton, or Shakespeare. Show me a "great" man or woman, whose work served a higher purpose... and I'll show you a pawn in service to a civilization that, far from adding to the sum total of happiness in the world, has driven us farther from our nature, and deeper into a misanthropic dystopia... all in the pursuit of longer life, commercialism, consumerism, and "progress" for its own sake. God sees no more refined elegance in the gossamer wings of a butterfly, than in the spiraling segments of a tapeworm, winding with tenacity through its dying host. The mote is in our eye. The difference in our myopic judgement alone. This is beautiful...
But this isn't.
My new sig!
_________________________
Ashley Blue is like Debi Diamond. Not much too look at, but one helluva fuck.
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171528 - 06/06/06 04:02 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Icon
Registered: 01/27/06
Posts: 3440
Loc: Jaundice Town
|
sorry i see that was already brought up...not sure what else the appeal is tho...they are some sexy teeth tho...and the eyeballs aint too bad either ! ?  ?
_________________________
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171529 - 06/06/06 05:40 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
Gay For Pay
Registered: 07/23/04
Posts: 931
Loc: United States
|
I think her teeth are fake...if I remember reading somewhere they are like bonded or fillers or something...it was on her website
_________________________
PORN.....I love this stuff
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
#171530 - 06/06/06 05:49 PM
Re: I am fucked
|
Porn Icon
Registered: 01/27/06
Posts: 3440
Loc: Jaundice Town
|
well that expains a LOT thank you...
_________________________
|
|
Top
|
|
|
|
|
|
0 registered (),
278
Guests and
3
Spiders online. |
|
Key:
Admin,
Global Mod,
Mod
|
|
|