I understand. Not completely really because this is such a personal thing. But the confusion, the sense of being set adrift, that notion of "What the Hell is going on here?! Why is this happening? Why does it continue? Why is it business?" etc. is something I think we both share. I can't articulkate it deliberately. I know it is important, but I can't. I got only oblique on my side. This whole situation now the the Federal Government getting involved is really upsetting to me. On the one hand the ones who are rational about the bedrock of expression and the foundations of the society seem sanne, but I feel a great unease ast that attitude. It doesn't seem thought thropugh or engaged by minds. And I also think in a way that why are t5he Federals waiting. My notion is that the reveal of one cumfart drink or one quyack from Aurora Snow to what I imagine is the John and Mary Public in the dark of such things- like, heads will roll, you know? And any kind of due process will quickly crumble to more base social/political relationships like we see in Chimpanzee and Bonobos. That kind of practicality. Furthermore, I've always viewed the recent pornographys as a childlike acting ouit- the brat seeing how far he can push authority, craving authoritative intervention* or the women trying to provoke arcghetypal chivalry in their suicidal one upsm,anshoip of the male, glancing over horizons of aeitgeist poinbsoniungs to the more virtuopus paternal pistonlabors of old...I can't swort through such thought because I am stuck on the4 notiion that truiths are ultimately sensed and not examined. But the avalanching media forces abstraction that once ossified into significance into afternoon delifghts. It doesn't make a workable sense. There's nothing OI can really interject of legitimater relkevance but this--->"