I restrain myself on a daily basis to not be so mean because it makes me hate myself even more. And the nightmares and cold sweats aren't fun. I'm trying to cut down on my horrid thoughts. Yet it leaks out at times. I don't like it!!!! I WANNA BE EVERYONES ANGEL!! JUST LIKE IM DADDYs LITTLE ANGEL and Mr. TUSIONS ANGEL!!!

and at the last second I realize
"all we are is duuust in the wiiinnnddd."