Sure I like to see women get degraded and humiliated sexually, I like to watch the second thoughts on their face as the scene progresses, I like to think about them crying about it afterwards carrying the regret around for years. That is really erotic, but that's just one facet. I also like to think about the regret of the male performers and producers. These aren't exceptional folk or transgressors, even though their product is often transgressive and confrontational. These are ordinary money-hungry businesspeople and obviously they are going to want to settledown to a comfortable bourgeois lifestyle at some point. However, they are going to be heartbroken when they realize it isn't available to them for they shall be ostracized. I imagine Jeff Steward in his suburban home, reviled by his neighbors. He waves at Joe Jones as he cuts his grass but receives only a disgusted look in return. I imagine Brandon Iron and his lifepartner being asked to leave a nice restaurant because he makes the other patrons nauseous and uncomfortable. I like to imagine Max Hardcore in his twilight years getting waylaid in the parking lot of Home Depot by a father and brothers of one of the girls he degraded in his videos. And on and on. I find these thoughts also incredibly erotic. So when I watch your typical gonzo scene, I not only take sadistic delight in seeing a young, dumb bitch making a poor decision, I also take delight in the dumb going-for-broke that takes place behind the camera. Myself, as an anonymous porn consumer, pay no such price other than the occasional sneer from a rental clerk. It may not seem right, but that's the way it is.
Thanks guys,
simp