I've tried to leave, I cant...i can go away for a few days, but its pointless.

This place is like a drug...you build a tolerance to it and then it doesnt work anymore so you need to take a break, or cut back on usage. That has worked for me...

Speaking of drugs, I am going to go smoke something and then come back in an hour and see what I write, that always is good for a "WHAT THE FUCK???" the next day...

James is right, Willie is indeed irreplaceable...