You're right... I'm a has been. The other girls aren't but I am. But whatever, life goes on. I have obligations from 8am to noon monday through thursday. I dont wanna be a hooker, meth addict or life long porn whore and dont wanna look at half dead people at the hospital so learning to take my aggression out on people with my bare hands and feeding them reshi mushroom instead of ummm... codine is more ideal of my time being spent. And the the rest of the day, I feel one centimeter more accomplished than the last day and less likely of being a drug idiot It's good to be a has been.

The difference is I drink piss for free instead of 50$ now. Crazy huh?