No, Ariana had chosen to be in this profession of her own will, but sometimes she wondered what her life would have been like if she had chosen a different path. Would she have more friends, be able to sustain normal relationships? Enjoy leaving her house more. She had lost her passion to live life. The fact that she owned the mind of a fifty-year-old man made it hard to have friends her own age.

Ariana had a boyfriend, an older guy in his early thirties. He was an adult film actor too, but they didn't have sex. The relationships was mentally monogamous, but they had sex with many other people. Lately he had been getting on her nerves though. He was too negative, too jaded. He had been in the business too long. ...She didn't even want sex anymore. It was rare when she had sex off the job...

...Ariana lay on the bed in a fetal position with her thumb in her mouth.
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