There's another scene I allowed myself to notice with such ugly under and overcurrents that I'd be remiss, I'd be wrong and not good I mean, not to make you attentitive toward. The young woman is called Claire Robins. She's very yound and dimply with a shortish haircut that implies awkwardness and possibly a former trauma. She also has that incongruous French Manicure they must issue at LAX to incoming women seeking something that isn't there. Anyway, in her scene when is blown banged by 5 or six guys, at least half of whom are black meatball guys. The white guys are mostly silent. The black guys are very vocal and address young wispy Claire as "bitch" far more times than I could count. Such as "Straighten up yo head, bitch" or "My balls be bouncin' off ya nose, bitych. NBA playoffs. Them balls be bouncin' bitch" or this rerally wonderful one that I wrote down "I know what you're thinkin', bitch: 'How I get myself in this situation?'" It's riveting, very funny, and even more sad as young Claire from progressive Portland endures this with a cracked smile as reveal to acute unease. I looked her up, and apparently she left pornography behind. I like thinking and watching and masturbating. Maybe it's more musing than thinking. Or maybe I misinterpret the confluence of watching and masturbation as indicative of higher brain functions. That's what I saw today. I saw Claire Robinson. Balls be bouncin', bitch. Off ya nose.

I've known her since she was 14 or 15 and lived in the same building as her for a while before she left Portland for L.A. and submitted to the evils of hardcore pornography.
I still talk to her regularly although she doesn't live in the NW anymore. From what she told me, her quitting actually had more to do with the fact that she didn't feel like she could be herself and thought her job was consuming too much of her life rather than the plethora of sexual degradations she endured. She's doing good now, is quite happy and doesn't seem to regret her time in porn at all. I know the fact that she isn't hooking/nursing a meth addiction/wallowing in self destruction and misery like defunct porn whores generally do probably kills your boner, caoh. sorry

I am filled with glee by the fact that she has survived beyond her time amongst the porn cretins. Her innocence that we enjoyed during her stay in "porn" will not be soon forgotten. Although I am saddened by the fact that she has left us I am pleased to know that she has found happiness in her retirement. Please let her know that she is always welcome to return for her ability to take large peni in the derriere is much appreciated. Claire you are exceptional.

She has been blow banged too many times to count now.