pris, smartt's tranny that blew him then leaped to its death off a building was more of a man than you.

you like brazil, you're obsessed with lifting weights, you grapple with men, dh lawrence used jiu-jitsu as the ultimate in sweaty homoeroticism and you're hooked on it now. you've obviously got absolutely no ability to speak to women.

in fact, i'm often reminded of michael jackson when i see your fear and discomfort about adult sexuality wanting to "pat pat" pornstars on the head and be nonsexual with them. t

so what i want to know is who molested you to make you this way?