Both feature Tiffany Rayne, and Tiffany Rayne are why they were in my post. I've only really examined the parts of both discs that involve Tiffany Rayne. I've jacked off several times to the chapter stops of both 'Cum Glazed 3' and 'Throatgaggers 9' that feature Tiffany Rayne, including jovial behind-the-scenes material focused upon her. The cameraman interviewer asks Tiffany Rayne as she tries on various skimpy outfits "Do you like older guys?" and she asks "How old?" and he says back "How old do you think I am?" and she goes "32" and he says "Nope" and she goes "35" and he goes "Bingo! Is that too old?" and she goes "Uh. Yeah."

But anyway, no matter how much of this friendly banter pre or post sexual degradation I see, it only increases my irritation and confusion, does not provide any answers or perspective. As I watched the surrealistically lovely Tiffany Rayne retch violently on two penises in 'Throat Gaggers' and then joked post scene that she puked on one of the pistoning male's thighs and gagged so hard that at one point it made her fart, the atmosphere of "the workplace" was recognizable and troublingly non-incongruous to what took place. A notion occurred to me that perhaps these young women feel the thrill of a sort of equal partnership in transgression with the cameramen and peni, that they are truly working together to make something crazy and shocking. If that is true, it disturbs and arouses me. Of course, I don't know what to think. The only concrete emotional/intellectual response I can be sure about is the self-loathing I feel at taking delight in it. I don't know what is going on. It fascinates me. I don't understand it. All I know is that this sort of occupation is in no way analogous to the potential degradations Tiffany Rayne could encounter in any other line of work. The absurdity of that repeated rote defense makes me confident that my unease is based upon something palpable beyond my own myopia.