Today I had a fried bologna sandwich with melted velveeta slice and onions at my ex roomate's new home. She made it for me like she is Mom. She is worried about me and is being kind. I drank iced tea. Now I'm drinking diluted vodka and diet 7up I bought at the Cherry avenue fisher's Foods in Canton before I left Canton to drive down here to visit. I waited until my ex roomated and dear friend left to watch some college football game Ohio State at a friend's house. I hide my drinking from her because she cares and she won't let me in her home. I hope I can act sober when she retuirns. We are having pizza later from the little gas station up the road but that's dinner and not lunch. This place is in the boondocks of Coshocton County. It is beautiful and quiet out here. Spiders everywhere. Cats everywhere whom I love. I am drunk and I am happy.