It's always amazing to me how people choose to push people out of their lives whom they really need.

However, God does allow us 'Free Will'.

Therefore, I can only tell you that while I will honor your decision, I really don't agree with it.

Those looks fade, darling.

And when they do, you want people around who were looking for something more than that when they met you.

I told you a long time ago that I liked your brain, Gen.

I still feel that way.

I haven't bought any of your movies, or rented them.

I haven't downloaded any of your pictures, either.

Stupidly, I thought that your brain, and mine, have things in common, and, stupidly, I thought that those things might overrule all the other crap that we argue about here.

I was wrong.

Coming to the conclusion that you're really just a shallow person who needs an audience in order to communicate is...well...bewildering.

I thought there was more inside than that.

But, I guess that's all there is.

However, that doesn't mean I won't pray for you. I will.

I sincerely pray that God helps you beat CML, and that one day, he'll let you know where I was coming from.

But for now, I'll be happy to be the only guy you never wanted to know because you thought him to be a 'random person'.

If you only knew.

I'll still hold out an olive branch though.

If you change your mind at some point, I'll still be there to talk to. It's just that this time, it's going to have to be you who makes it go.

For now, I've got a new person I'm interested in.

Within the last couple of days, I've been thinking about how wonderful it was of Mr. Jeff Steward to create this post.

My respect for him has gone up 500%.

To know that he took a chance, and decided to risk possible bodily harm or threats by exposing this criminal person...

...this is encouraging.

It took courage...and, as the often misunderstood, most hated person on this board...I tend to appreciate courage.

Exposing this demon, in human form, shows that Mr. Steward has really has a heart, and actually cares about the performers he employs.

I'm going to be watching Mr. Steward. He's got my undivided attention.

As for Ms. Padova...

I guess it's all about the show, but it's all hollow inside.

When the angel turns away, God cries.

Gen Padova used to be my hero.

Now I look up to Mr. Jeff Steward.

Rock on, Jeff.

I don't care how much you hate me...

I think that was really fucking great.

The Outsider