so you think there is an enduring quality about porn that intrisically links you and a whore ?
Ye, its called lack of self esteem. A whore doesnt value herself because she is looking to other people for validation. And the validation she receives is negative. But for you the validation you receive is from comparing yourself to others people. For you, since your isolated and marganilized you dont value yourself--

but your right obsessing over porn stars only makes it worse