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I don't like erotica so much. The stakes aren't high enough for my liking. As I've grown into adulthood I've become degenerated and elemental and more childlike but in a desperate way. I like watching women performing degrading sex acts on video that I'm certain they'll regret in the future. I often watch scenes years old and am really excited by the thought that the woman is out there wishing it didn't exist, wishing nobody could ever watch it again. It is like I'm raping her. I love it. And I am in grief that this is the person I have become. I want to be a good man and fall in love and maybe get married and provide for a family. But I can't do that now because I'm destroiyed you see. The only meaningful relationship I have is with the women I watchrape in the pornography, because we share a common ruin. But I'll continue to watch and masturbate and get that horrifying empty high that is so wonderful. 5 years ago she did a gag scene. 50 years from now its crystal clarity will endure as the worry lines deepen on her aged and stricken face, a life that got devectored. I wish I had words for this.

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Whoa. Just out of curiousity, how old are you?

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2 things:


1) CAOH, it is total bullshit that you work in some kind of semi-labor intensive Warehouse Job, your posts have long given you away, but you usage of the word "devectored" clinches it...come on dude, fess up, what do you do? You are really a highly educated, highly paid professional in a position of TRUST right???? I am guessing a high paid teenage psychiatrist in NYC serving the upper crust's teenage debauched turdlings, and listening to 14-17 year old rich beautiful white kids talk about actually doing FOR FUN many of the things we talk about in here as taking place in the pornography, which, when all is said and DONE, Mr CAOH, you do in fact Love ....

Plus, I can see a CAOH, in a 3 piece suit, with his legs crossed sitting in a Park Avenue Office listening to a 17 year old girl, 5'6", 112 lbs, Blonde hair, Blue eyes, Gorgeous, stunning looks and body, sitting 8 feet away...CAOH Shifts nervously, pen clicking in his right hand, his Left hand rubbing his chin, as "Constance" the 17 year old nympho with the net worth already of 26.5 million dollars tells him of how she allowed 5 members of her Private School's SQUASH team to fuck her in the teams weight room after 7 pm the night before, when she had told her parents she would be at her friend Desdemona's House studying...Constance allowed all 5 young men to anally violate her, ejaculate in her rectum and then watch her as she defecated it upon the workout bench with the slight tear in the cushioning. When Constance explained to Dr. CAOH, that before she fully relaxed her sphincter muscles, she verbally exhorted and commaned the boys to "Get in close, close up, watch, watch...look boys, look, can you see it??", so as not to miss the mixed neapolitan ejaculates actually emerging from her shithole, CAOH started to shake and ask emphatically "WHY? WHY? WHY?"....Constance then started to reply, coyly and seductively, "Well Doctor, because I saw this Porn flick a while back that my brother had hidden, called Cum Filled Asshole Overload, and it looks like it feels good and the thought of all those boys looking at me when I wa...." <CAOH> "Nooooooo!!!! STOP WHY WHY WHY?? You are but 17...?!?!?!"""""

2) While CAOH gets his "empty high" (well said by the way CAOH, couldnt have phrased it better myself) after pulling his pud in mindless arousal from watching Hateful Pistoning Peni Plunge Perpetually Perpindicular to Aurora's back throat, followed by Dirtpipe Milkshakes, I am imagining HOLLY reading CAOH's original post about this type of Cerebral "RAPE" that Porn engenders, which prompted Holly's thoughtful post to ask CAOH his age. I find it intriguiging and arousing imagining Holly, and even other Non-performing females like Robbye (trinity) viewing both the Porn that CAOH "loves", as well as actually reading CAOH's posts, complete with the requisite ....

Since Holly is the most erotic, and one of the most Intelligent, producers/directors of Porn today, what does Holly think of CAOH's analogy to watching porn being a type of "Mental Rape", since the combination of watching the Pornography, the fantasizing and the actual masturbation equal (in the brain's memory/processing center anyway) the actual act being done by the viewer? What does she think of the Genius that is CAOH, and does The Randall Porn Empire have a position for CAOH?

Why isnt anyone trying to figure out who the fuck CAOH is instead of Smelly Monkey?