First of all, I never said I hated either of you. And NO I wasn't at a party a few weeks ago saying I was on coke. I find that extremely hilarious! Everyone believes what they hear... Well, hear this from me. I'm not a hateful bitch by any means... and I understand what you're saying Jeff. I'm just sick of you all poking fun at my situation. I admitted what I did... and this fuckass over here talking about how I should commit suicide... well guess what you piece of shit, I spent my New Year's in a mental facility for trying to do JUST THAT! So go fuck yourself sideways.
Tony, that's not all the things you've said... I'm more hurt by the fact that I'm actually off the drugs and everyone is still making their stupid assumptions. Ask anyone who's been around me lately if I've been high on anything other than pot. I'm gaining weight back like a mother fucker. I'm not a toothpick anymore. And why is that? Because I stopped using drugs! You guys don't understand that your shit talking and putting people down makes them want to use drugs so they can forget about how shitty their life is. And here you are just reminding them day after day. My life does suck... but guess what... I've finally grasped why I'm alive... and I'm gonna go with it. In the 3 times I've tried to commit suicice, I'm still here. I must be here for a reason! So, after all that... FUCK ANYONE WHO WANTS TO TALK SHIT BECAUSE I WONT HATE YOU! IT WILL COME BACK ON YOU FOR BEING A HATEFUL LITTLE BITCH!