Genesis, I am going to set the record straight for you, and post this response because maybe it will help you.
All of your "We all make mistakes" posts and apologies are getting tired. Yes, we all do make mistakes. But you are currently still in the process of making mistakes. You have not magically reformed.
I know for a fact that a couple of weeks ago you were at a party bragging to people that you were on coke, that you never stopped using it, and were in fact having a super great time using it.
You claim that I am two faced because I claim that I am your friend to your face, but then I talked badly about you in my post a couple weeks ago saying that the industry should blacklist you.
Well, Genesis. That is being your friend. Maybe if people stop giving you money, you'll stop buying drugs. I was happy for you when I thought you had left the industry and maybe cleaned up your life. Although, I knew the guy you left the industry to be with was your coke dealer, I still held out hope that maybe it was for the best.
But, I'll still stick by what I said. I think you should get out and get away from the people who only value you for your flesh pockets and what immediate gratifcation they can get from you, get off the drugs, and reverse the crashing spiral that your life has become.
As for Alyssa West being right, well I'll leave that for others to decide. Maybe a girl who lets guys pay $150 to come over and drink her breast milk while her infant child cries in the other room is right about something. I suppose that is possible.
Malice