The fact that you were forced to capitalizre your post title indicates the depth into which your worthless existence has fallen. You been forced to SHOT TO THE WORLD that you don't sodomize young brazillian boys, that you don't troll for brazillian transsexual miscreants, that your existence on earth is marked by sexual proclivities generally banned by the world's governments.

Dude, get a hold of your life. Carry on from this place, seek therapy, and get well. May Benedictvs XVI PP. bless you and cure you.