I just wanna say that I've been reading these forums for a few weeks, just trying to decide if I should say anything about my recent discovery....I guess it's time to take the leap, please go easy on me.

I've always been into porn, just like most guys. Nothing like rubbing one out to some chicks doing stuff that my girlfriend will only do on my birthday....But something happened two months ago that really freaked me out. I was on hotmovies, and checked out one of the new titles, and about three scenes in, I found myself running to the toilet with what turned out to be dry heaves. No, it wasn't a tranny, or a shit dicked atm, or gay butt sex or anything like that. I was messaging a full mast chub to what turned out to be my sister.

I won't say who she is, because I don't know how she would feel if she finds out that I know. It's like the time I found her weed stash when we were in high school. I just don't feel comfortable discussing my sister's sex life with her, and I'm not sure I want her to know that I (even though it was an accident)have seen her rimming a guy's asshole.

I'm confused. Should I tell her I know? Should I just let her live her life in LA the way she wants, and when I go out to visit her, should I just enjoy the rock shows and Dodger games we attend without a second thought? How can I get the whole thing out of my mind?

Would it be better if I talked to her about it?

I chose this forum because I think I'll get an honest answer without all of the bullshit I would get elsewhere.

Any suggestions would be great, and don't think for a minute that I will treat her any differently, and I only dissaprove of the lifestyle that seems to go along with it. I will say that reading Gen's stuff gives me hope that she's smart enough to not get totally reeled in by the drugs and such. I've partied with sis enough to know what she will and won't do, so I think she'll stay away from the harder stuff.

She does have 155 IQ afterall.